Self Struggle

Fear of tomorow grips me
darkness ahead is all I see
Fear of myself consumes me
all that I am I tried not to be
Fear of the world around me
I'm burried alive as people surround me
Fear of failure destroys me
I'm gaining nothing and losing everything

The very things that make me be
are becoming my worst enemy
I hide my pain and try to make it through
But I don't know what i need to do
Going numb, and letting go
and no one even knows...

Pain of regret tears at me
all I see is yesterday
Pain of rejection posesses me
I won't win, why even try at all
Pain from my decisions haunt me
What I've done I have to live with now
Pain of conciousness torments me
I just want to die and sleep it all away

Doubt of myself inside me
Never going to be anything
Doubt of my faith eats at me
Now I'm left so desperately alone
Doubt of others plauge me
No one'll be left when it's said and done
Doubt of this world haunts me
Not a decent soul left in society